I'M HURT

i'm supposed to be happy when my beloved happy...

but this time...

when she happy.. it's hurting me.. 

i don't know why...

but it's really hurt...

i can't smile....

im sorry...

the things that turn me going hurt is about BEIJING..

hurm... maybe it's not my luck to get this opportunity.

but... i don't know..

im totally speechless..

oh... it's really hurting me..

ARGGHHHH!!!! 

 why it's happen to me????
why i always being unlucky person???!!!!!

WHY???!!!